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[cabbitzilla]

surely I could tell
when I sleep tonight
a dream will call
and raise it's head in majesty
dividing all my energy
to the meeting of your love

where from whence it came
like a singer searching for a song
I try to reach where you belong
as I will be the song for you
I will be your servant child

no, oh no

I cannot be deceived

no, oh no

there's something that I feel

there's something that I feel inside

surely I could tell
if you ask me Lord
to board the train

my life my love would be the same
as I could be the one for you
in the meeting of your love
in the meeting of your love

The Meeting
Jon Anderson, Bill Bruford, Rick Wakeman, Steve Howe
Released 1989, Track 5, Anderson Bruford Wakeman Howe

At the moment, there are an absolutely astounding number of things going wrong, all of them extraordinarily petty, and most of them totally beyond my means (at present) to resolve. I had Crys for company for several hours this evening, and managed to recharge a bit... and on her departure I dove bodily back into RO. As the last five hours have evolved, my music tastes have shifted from Bolt Thrower -> Megadeth -> Iron Maiden -> Kiss -> Savatage -> Emerson, Lake, and Palmer -> Anderson Bruford Wakeman Howe... which is what's playing presently. I'm hoping that the fairly gradual mellowing will mean halfway decent dreams tonight; I got vivisected twice in last night's dreamspace. Nothing like being carved up to redefine 'pain', is there.

It's maddening to have so much breaking/not cooperating/balking that's not fixable... particularly when it's all stupid little stuff that just seems so damnably petty and unnecessary. I've always been a fairly straightforward person, unafraid of 'hands on' solutions if it would make the process faster or more efficient. But these are things like bureaucracy, greed, and sheer stupidity... the kind of stupidity that a 2x4 applied lovingly to some desk flier's temple would only compound. So I stew over it. Fret over it. And then fall flat on my face when the elevated stress levels redline my pain and stop me in my tracks. Hence the burying of myself in a 'kill lots of monsters and take their stuff' kind of game. It's... oddly soothing. But that may be something that's not a commonplace attitude. *shrugs* Not my call.

At any rate, such is why I've been almost totally silent. My presence in the few MU*'s I still frequent has been nonexistant, my IM presence not much better. I spent chunks of yesterday sitting in my closet with the GBA and FFTA. No phone, no worries. I'm becoming an eHermit.... unless Micro$oft has patented that, now, as well.

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[elisabeth.livejournal.com]

Don't mind me, I'm still trying to get the carrot image out of my head (see the answer to bunsis below). I'm smiling, but I think that's sleepdep, to be honest. :p

*thinks* Rush. Some Triumph. If you've any Maiden more recent than Powerslave, that'd be spiff. *chuckle*
King Diamond?
Yes?
Elf?
Petra? (yeah, we're getting really 'fringe' here)
Aerosmith? (I dearly miss having Toys In The Attic)
ELP?
*thinks* Billy Thorpe's Children Of The Sun, original or 'Revisited'?
Boston (I have the first album, my cassette copies of the other two have LONG since given up)
Enigma?
Grateful Dead? (Terrapin Station in particular... )
Jimmy Buffett? (I have Son of a Son of a Sailor, Changes In Latitudes, Changes in Attitudes, and License to Chill)
Meatloaf? (I've got BooH and BooH2)

*blush* My music greed knows no bounds. You shouldn't encourage me, love. :p

[trajan-lj.livejournal.com]

THAT all? thought you were gonna give me a challenge and say things like: Nightwing, Diamond Head and Praying Mantis or heck Gerry Rafferty, Al Stewart or Soundtrack to "Lost in Space" the TV show... and so on. ^giggles^

Blushes! okie, my memory sucks..

Rush: I sent you Hemispheres and Kings..i think did I send you anything else yet? I really can not recall... I have everything, so tell me what you have and I'll fill in the gaps

Iron Maiden: I have 'Number of the Beast' 'Piece of Mind' 'Power Slave' and 'Best of the Beast' (check the track listing of that out... mostly new stuff best of thing with some live stuff on it. Let me know if you want any of that...

Boston: You just have a cassette of the first one? you want it in CD? and i'll get the others for you burned.

Meatloaf: I'll fill in the Gaps

BT: Children of the Sun - I'll rip from vinyl.. and lets never discuss that 'revisited' again... ever.. k?

Aerosmith: Toys in the Attic will do

Triumph: I did, but is as of yet, not mailed to you with the other bits of Hawkwind

Grateful Dead: I'll fix you up with TS

For: Yes, ELP - well I have EVERYTHING, and then a few things most folks don't have access to... so.. you let me know about that.

don't feel bad or whorish either.. you did not even bring up APP and eye in the sky.. puppy likes to do stuff..i'd not offer if it was something i did not enjoy doing... anything else you think of just ask... my motto is "If I don't have it, it doesn't exist" giggles... not too far off from the truth.

Nuzzzzles