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surely I could tell
when I sleep tonight
a dream will call
and raise it's head in majesty
dividing all my energy
to the meeting of your love

where from whence it came
like a singer searching for a song
I try to reach where you belong
as I will be the song for you
I will be your servant child

no, oh no
I cannot be deceived

no, oh no
there's something that I feel

there's something that I feel inside

surely I could tell
if you ask me Lord
to board the train

my life my love would be the same
as I could be the one for you
in the meeting of your love
in the meeting of your love

The Meeting
Jon Anderson, Bill Bruford, Rick Wakeman, Steve Howe
Released 1989, Track 5, Anderson Bruford Wakeman Howe


At the moment, there are an absolutely astounding number of things going wrong, all of them extraordinarily petty, and most of them totally beyond my means (at present) to resolve. I had Crys for company for several hours this evening, and managed to recharge a bit... and on her departure I dove bodily back into RO. As the last five hours have evolved, my music tastes have shifted from Bolt Thrower -> Megadeth -> Iron Maiden -> Kiss -> Savatage -> Emerson, Lake, and Palmer -> Anderson Bruford Wakeman Howe... which is what's playing presently. I'm hoping that the fairly gradual mellowing will mean halfway decent dreams tonight; I got vivisected twice in last night's dreamspace. Nothing like being carved up to redefine 'pain', is there.

It's maddening to have so much breaking/not cooperating/balking that's not fixable... particularly when it's all stupid little stuff that just seems so damnably petty and unnecessary. I've always been a fairly straightforward person, unafraid of 'hands on' solutions if it would make the process faster or more efficient. But these are things like bureaucracy, greed, and sheer stupidity... the kind of stupidity that a 2x4 applied lovingly to some desk flier's temple would only compound. So I stew over it. Fret over it. And then fall flat on my face when the elevated stress levels redline my pain and stop me in my tracks. Hence the burying of myself in a 'kill lots of monsters and take their stuff' kind of game. It's... oddly soothing. But that may be something that's not a commonplace attitude. *shrugs* Not my call.

At any rate, such is why I've been almost totally silent. My presence in the few MU*'s I still frequent has been nonexistant, my IM presence not much better. I spent chunks of yesterday sitting in my closet with the GBA and FFTA. No phone, no worries. I'm becoming an eHermit.... unless Micro$oft has patented that, now, as well.

Date: 2005-01-22 03:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sapphire-d.livejournal.com
*hugs* I'm glad that you're still around, though. I've been worried about you. If there's anything that I can do to alleviate some of the stress, you know I'm here.

Date: 2005-01-22 09:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elisabeth.livejournal.com
*hugs* I suspect that the only -real- solution to the stress is a shooting spree. Until I come up with a better answer, I'm sorta stuck waiting it out.

How're you, love? Mending, I hope? Please?

Date: 2005-01-22 11:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sapphire-d.livejournal.com
Shooting sprees are so damned tempting sometimes, too. Too bad we have to act within the normal realms of society.. at least that part.

The mending is slower than I wanted it to be, but I'm doing everything that I've been told to do... it's just a matter of waiting. Le sigh. Soon enough I'll be able to lift more than ten pounds.

Date: 2005-01-22 08:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trajan-lj.livejournal.com
Well if you are gonna become an eHermit and hid in the closet (Patent that btw quick - GREAT NAME) the least you can do i let me send you some more CD's to take with you!

I tease I tease ^giggles^ anyhing to get half a smile out of you!
KHAAAAANNNN!!

Anyway, some time if you are lurking out on ICQ, give me a slug with that 2x4, so I can talk to you about CD's. My brain feel to mush after being in Indiana for a month... and forgot what else I was sending you... kinda remember more Hawkwind and Rush.

BTW: Nice Listening Choice on ABWH and ELP, but then I like that sorta stuff.

^kiss^ FEEL BETTER! puppy sez

Date: 2005-01-22 10:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elisabeth.livejournal.com
Don't mind me, I'm still trying to get the carrot image out of my head (see the answer to bunsis below). I'm smiling, but I think that's sleepdep, to be honest. :p

*thinks* Rush. Some Triumph. If you've any Maiden more recent than Powerslave, that'd be spiff. *chuckle*
King Diamond?
Yes?
Elf?
Petra? (yeah, we're getting really 'fringe' here)
Aerosmith? (I dearly miss having Toys In The Attic)
ELP?
*thinks* Billy Thorpe's Children Of The Sun, original or 'Revisited'?
Boston (I have the first album, my cassette copies of the other two have LONG since given up)
Enigma?
Grateful Dead? (Terrapin Station in particular... )
Jimmy Buffett? (I have Son of a Son of a Sailor, Changes In Latitudes, Changes in Attitudes, and License to Chill)
Meatloaf? (I've got BooH and BooH2)

*blush* My music greed knows no bounds. You shouldn't encourage me, love. :p

Date: 2005-01-22 10:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trajan-lj.livejournal.com
THAT all? thought you were gonna give me a challenge and say things like: Nightwing, Diamond Head and Praying Mantis or heck Gerry Rafferty, Al Stewart or Soundtrack to "Lost in Space" the TV show... and so on. ^giggles^

Blushes! okie, my memory sucks..

Rush: I sent you Hemispheres and Kings..i think did I send you anything else yet? I really can not recall... I have everything, so tell me what you have and I'll fill in the gaps

Iron Maiden: I have 'Number of the Beast' 'Piece of Mind' 'Power Slave' and 'Best of the Beast' (check the track listing of that out... mostly new stuff best of thing with some live stuff on it. Let me know if you want any of that...

Boston: You just have a cassette of the first one? you want it in CD? and i'll get the others for you burned.

Meatloaf: I'll fill in the Gaps

BT: Children of the Sun - I'll rip from vinyl.. and lets never discuss that 'revisited' again... ever.. k?

Aerosmith: Toys in the Attic will do

Triumph: I did, but is as of yet, not mailed to you with the other bits of Hawkwind

Grateful Dead: I'll fix you up with TS

For: Yes, ELP - well I have EVERYTHING, and then a few things most folks don't have access to... so.. you let me know about that.

don't feel bad or whorish either.. you did not even bring up APP and eye in the sky.. puppy likes to do stuff..i'd not offer if it was something i did not enjoy doing... anything else you think of just ask... my motto is "If I don't have it, it doesn't exist" giggles... not too far off from the truth.

Nuzzzzles

Could be worse...

Date: 2005-01-22 08:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raelbny.livejournal.com
Could be "Teakbois"...*shudders*

Overall though, a very spiffy little Yes...I mean ABWH album ;)

*grabs you by the paws and drags you off dancing...hoping not to kill you in the process since she can't dance worth a damn*

Be gone you ever piercing
Power Play machine
Cutting our musical solidarity
For those who would break the windows
Of our true reflections
And perceptions of the world
'For I am out of thee with a vengeance'
.....

Re: Could be worse...

Date: 2005-01-22 09:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elisabeth.livejournal.com
Heh. Teakbois, the track everyone loathes. Well, mostly. It's got three sections... section 1 sucks, then it bridges into the 'Bobby Dred and the Cool Running' piece (which I actually do like. so much for taste), and then it drops into something jarringly different and returns to much suckage. Ah well.

*lets herself be dragged off for dancing, revealing to her bunsib that however enthusiastic they may be, a cabbit's idea of dancing involves lots of hopping up and down and the brandishing of carrots*

Wow. Now there's some unintentional innuendo. :p

let us be together, let's pretend that we
are free, let's all be where the angels
find us, we all have the key
shall we seal the truth of life
shall we light the heavens
we're so good at finding pleasure
as to what we are, and how we fit
together

Let's Pretend
Jon Anderson, Bill Bruford, Rick Wakeman, Steve Howe
Released 1989, Track 9, Anderson Bruford Wakeman Howe

*kiss*

Re: Could be worse...

Date: 2005-01-22 10:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trajan-lj.livejournal.com
OH BULL! there was no WAY that was an Unintentional Innuendo! You cabbit's are always sluttish looking for a good rub and bundle of carrots apparently!

^giggles teasingly^

best watch out, Bunny is sort of slick all in latex...hard to hold on to... go for the boobies.. its something to grab! ^winks^

Re: Could be worse...

Date: 2005-01-22 11:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trajan-lj.livejournal.com
Could be "Teakbois"...*shudders*

Teakbois - You like that kind ^grins^ oh...wait..thought that said "TWINK BOI's"

Overall though, a very spiffy little Yes...I mean ABWH album ;)

Giggles.. LOL!! well it's no "onion" er ah.. I mean "Union" giggles

***sorry about the geeky prog rock humor folks***

Date: 2005-01-22 10:43 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] brianh
By the by...
ARRR!
*hugs* :)

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