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cabbitzillaIt colors my thoughts, my mood, make my evening a murky cloud of seething ideas of vengeance.
I've been betrayed, by someone I thought I could trust. Someone who was close enough to me that they're in my friends list here on LJ. And I honestly don't know whether Sorrow or Homicidal Rage is more dominant in my mind.
I've had to draft an ultimatum for a game I admin... one that's got me in tears from anger, frustration, and pain. As soon as it's approved by the lad who's been working as my co-Admin, it'll be posted... which will be the beginning of the end.
I will /not/ allow someone to willfully defecate in my foyer. Ever. And that's all there is to it.
I'm so angry that I'm shaking. I'm going to step outside in the rain for a cigarette or three.
~Ellie
I've been betrayed, by someone I thought I could trust. Someone who was close enough to me that they're in my friends list here on LJ. And I honestly don't know whether Sorrow or Homicidal Rage is more dominant in my mind.
I've had to draft an ultimatum for a game I admin... one that's got me in tears from anger, frustration, and pain. As soon as it's approved by the lad who's been working as my co-Admin, it'll be posted... which will be the beginning of the end.
I will /not/ allow someone to willfully defecate in my foyer. Ever. And that's all there is to it.
I'm so angry that I'm shaking. I'm going to step outside in the rain for a cigarette or three.
~Ellie
Re: Here and there.
Date: 2003-11-06 05:48 pm (UTC)There's at least one!
'Rising Star' - http://www.aleriel.org/risingstar/
It's the direct descendant of 'The Last Best Hope', which started, umm... I really don't remember now.
I played B5MUSH back then, and started as a newbie staffer on a newbie game - TLBH.
RS isn't busy, but it gets constant RP. We're kind of strict about our chargen, so it tends to be people who are intelligent and coherent, which is always good.
There's other games, too, but I don't have anything to do with this ones. I'm Felix on RS, and if I'm not on, it means that my bloody DSL modem has timed the connection out /again/. :o)