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Find out what anime series you belong in.

Heard about it, but never seen it. Ah well. It -is- on 'the list'.

As a result of recent recurrent mood crashes, and general instability, my meds have been adjusted again. The Effexor's been doubled, and Depakote's been added to the chemical stew. I'm really hoping it doesn't clash with everything else like the Oxycontin did way back when. That was a particularly nasty feedback loop. I hope I'm not worrying my therapist too much...

We ran out of heating oil Wednesday morning. Given that it's now April, that wouldn't really be an issue... except we have 'on demand' hot water that's heated by the furnace; there's no separate water heater. I've managed to scrape together the money to get a delivery in tomorrow. We've been buying COD for nearly a year and a half now, paying whatever's the going rate. We've got an opportunity to get into a price-regulated monthly deal with Eastern Petroleum... paying (at present) $1.39/gallon instead of the $1.80/gallon we've been shelling out. But because our credit's so fouled up now, we have to pay for the first delivery in cash. That sent me scrambling trying to find $225 for the 150 gallon minimum delivery. I've got it now; things are going to be tight, but at least we'll have hot water again, and we'll be paying less per gallon. A good thing, I think. I didn't have time to touch base with my 'normal' benefactor about it; my 'net messenger client's are being a bit dodgy. And God knows I've borrowed enough from her. She's been supportive and encouraging, but I don't want her to think that I run to her with every damn little problem. My only worry is the $150 that I've borrowed from Jason, that he -has- to have back by next friday to make his rent payment. Cross your fingers that Megan's check is enough to cover it.

Things are mostly quiet here today. My mood's been somewhat somber; not down, just... very very tired. I seem to stagger from disaster to disaster, and it really gets old after a while. I think I'm going to grab a nap, and see if that lightens things at all. I hope so. I'd really like to get things squared away here, so that I can try and help some of my friends that're in bad spots. So many people hurting.

*cabbithugs*
~Ellie-chan