You will find all kinds of emotional minefields in my journal, love. As you can see, when the mood takes me I tend to write long, dark posts. I was... at a very very deep low the day I posted this. Truth to be told, I was near suicide. The woman who's now Mistress reappeared in my life just before this post; it's her that bolted me back together in the wake of it, though neither of us had a clue what it'd lead to in 2007.
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Date: 2009-10-03 01:52 am (UTC)*hugs*