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I may be taking a walk from my job. I'm watching as people maneuver around me, little shifts here, different emphasis there, attempts to deflect me and general evasiveness from co-workers. My innate paranoia knew things were too good to be true, but this goes beyond that: I'm very good at recognizing patterns in events. When OTHER people around me start commenting on the pattern I know there's a problem coming.

I thought I'd left this kind of sh!tstorm behind me when I stroked out of PG. I'm not happy, not at all. Up until recently, I liked my job *and* my boss, which I know is a rarity in the workforce. But if what I'm seeing coming actually materializes, it'll take the parts of the job that I like away from me *AND* be a betrayal from my boss. The entire situation has been caused by a particularly obsessive co-worker who's going to get it in the teeth if I'm pushed out of handling the A/V gear. I'm angry, I'm blue, I'm feeling particularly paranoid...

... and others see the pattern too, which means I'm not imagining things. I'm going to go back to seething, now.