Confusion, Sorrow, and Shades of Anger

Before I launch off into what may well be another marathon post... those of you that were supportive, thank you. While one or two of my faithful readers had an inkling to some of what was there, there were confessions and such in yesterday's post that were only known by me... and by the dead. I think it was the single most difficult thing I've done to date; I cried nearly the entire time I was working on it, trying to let free some of the demons that have haunted me for twenty or more years while still retaining a semblance of readability. The support I got back left me feeling truly warm inside for the first time in months, a sensation that I simply don't get often. Yes, Frances, I know I should believe in my friends, and I know I should expect warmth and kindness, but...

( Today should be a bit lighter... )

Anyway, I'll quit babbling for the moment. I love you all. Yes, ALL. Cope.
*curtsies, hugs, and friendly smooches*
~Ellie-chan

Lyric of Note:
In The Silence Of The Darkness When All Are Fast Asleep
I Live Inside A Dream Calling To Your Spirit
As A Sail Calls The Wind Hear The Angels Sing
Far Beyond The Sun Across The Western Sky
Reach Into The Blackness Find A Silver Line
In A Voice I Whisper A Candle In The Night
We’ll Carry All Our Dreams On A Single Beam Of Light

Close Your Eyes Look Into The Dream
Winds Of Change Will Winds Of Fortune Bring

Fly Away To A Rainbow In The Sky
Gold Is At The End For Each Of Us To Find
There The Road Begins Where Another One Will End
Here The Four Winds Know Who Will Break And Who Will Bend
All To Be The Master Of The Wind

Falling Stars Now Light My Way
My Life Was Written On The Wind
Clouds Above Clouds Below
High Ascend The Dreams Within
When The Wind Fills The Sky The Clouds Will Move Aside
And There Will Be The Road To All Our Dreams
And For Any Day That Stings Two Better Days It Brings
Nothing Is As Bad As It Seems

Close Your Eyes Look Into The Dream
Winds Of Change Will Winds Of Fortune Bring

Fly Away To A Rainbow In The Sky
Gold Is At The End For Each Of Us To Find
There The Road Begins Where Another One Will End
Here The Four Winds Know Who Will Break And Who Will Bend
All To Be The Master Of The Wind
'The Master of the Wind', from Manowar's 'Triumph of Steel'