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Thank you, those who responded to yesterday's post. As Nightambre can confirm, I was expecting to be blasted off my chair for it; the worry about just that reaction kept me on edge all through the gaming. What I actually got left me in tears... and may have taught me not to underestimate my friends. That one's still a question mark, though, as old habits are very hard to break.

I've been hiding for too long, it seems. This is something that has long been a point of concern to both Rowan and Frances... and something I've vehemently denied. And being the uncrowned Queen of self deception, I even believed it until just recently. I... after yesterday, and the stream of soul posting I did... *sigh* They may well be right. Yeah, this one's likely to be long again...

( Back into the bleak... )

*soft hugs*
~Ellie-chan