Rage

[cabbitzilla]

It colors my thoughts, my mood, make my evening a murky cloud of seething ideas of vengeance.

I've been betrayed, by someone I thought I could trust. Someone who was close enough to me that they're in my friends list here on LJ. And I honestly don't know whether Sorrow or Homicidal Rage is more dominant in my mind.

I've had to draft an ultimatum for a game I admin... one that's got me in tears from anger, frustration, and pain. As soon as it's approved by the lad who's been working as my co-Admin, it'll be posted... which will be the beginning of the end.

I will /not/ allow someone to willfully defecate in my foyer. Ever. And that's all there is to it.

I'm so angry that I'm shaking. I'm going to step outside in the rain for a cigarette or three.

~Ellie

Comments

[ginkage.livejournal.com]

Mew? I'll readily confess to being one of the clueless masses, but I'm always available for a talk if I'm online.

[elisabeth.livejournal.com]

*meep*
Sweetie, you left the game before I could even -respond- to you...

[ginkage.livejournal.com]

I had to leave, dear. I had no better outlet for my emotions at the time and didn't want to thrust more of them on people than I had. I'm sorry, the timing isn't your fault, but it sucks.