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[cabbitzilla]

*sigh*
Having a phone and/or people-in-person day. *shudder* Sometimes the fears get control; the best I've managed to find to do is just buckle in and ride it out. In the meantime, the folks near/dear to me should be aware that I'll be maintaining a -very- low profile until it passes.

A couple of notes, just in passing:

• Bantering pokes shouldn't be read as 'hate you' indicators. I'm every bit as hard on myself, if not harder... and taking it personally is only going to make it harder for me to cope with you in 'my' reality.


• Last night's (this morning's?) post was an aberration brought about by mounting bs in my life. Every now and then I need to simply rant. I'm okay. Honest.


• Low-fat cheese is... rather cardboard like. :p Ah well. It was 60% off (I paid $1.00), so it was worth trying.


• Ringu is -still- the creepiest movie I've ever seen. Wow. Great film, though...


• Having to choose between an anti-depressant and an anti-allergy med is not a fun choice. I picked the anti-depressant... and am discovering new levels of 'being congested' I'd never dreamed existed. Go me. :p


• My sofa is more comfortable than my bed. Am I the only one that finds that incredibly odd?


• Bolt Thrower makes -awesome- background music for Diablo II. :p



Lyric of the Moment: Bolt Thrower - Eternal War


Through man's existance, from the start of time
The fight for survival is our only crime
Those in power, rotten to the core
The ongoing battle of the eternal war
     What are you fighting for? Is it worth dying for?
     You're held down by your chains, there's no-one but you to blame.
          Fighting, destroying, following blind
          Crushing, corrupting, enslaving mankind
What's now left - you can't believe
Oppression those in power, used to deceive
Slave to hatred, peace they deplore
Driven by despair, eternal war

Rebuild humanity to create a new society
For there's strength in unity which lies in you
Can't you see?



~Ellie-chan