Ninety Miles An Hour Down A Dead End Street... see? Country music has a use...

[cabbitzilla]

Today's plans have all been shelved.
Exhaustion, pain, and the pulled quad have combined to effectively stop me in my tracks.
There's nothing left to keep pushing forward with; I can't see ahead through the cobwebs I can feel but can't get off my face and arms.

I need to try and book a team for this weekend. The weather's looking favorable at the moment, and I'm hoping that tomorrow I'll actually be mobile again and can get some things unpacked here. I've got to make a dent in the stacked stuff already here or there'll be no place to put anything else.\\I'm just so tired I can't seem to stay focused.

I... I'm going to try and lay out a list of tasks... I can't do 'em today, but maybe it'll help tomorrow.
I can't even say sleep will help... I sleep, and rise just as tired as when I laid down.
I'm not allowed to quit.
I'm not allowed to fail.
But there's nothing left to give...

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[matraia.livejournal.com]

Prayer is most effective when you're at a state of total surrender. Give it all up to your conception of the divine and let them sort it out.