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The first stage of the divorce paperwork has been filed. If I understand the process, in about a week I'll get paperwork that someone OTHER than me has to send to Megan via certified mail. When they get the card back, it comes to me and gets filed with round 2 of the paperwork. If Megan responds the way I'm guessing, we'll have a hearing booked late June and this nightmare will finally be over.

I've not slept in days. I can guarantee that there's been no corresponding impact on the other side of things, since this is mostly a reaction to failure on my part. I couldn't make myself walk away, and I'm paying for it.

I'm going to bed now. Maybe I'll actually sleep this time.