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A lull, and a moment to make my thoughts somewhat composed. I'm not sure I could pull myself out of headspace right now if I had to... and that doesn't bother me in the slightest. So very warm. *smiles dreamily* 's difficult to try and think progressively when my mind has been put firmly into accept and react mode.

Were it not for the possessed playlist in iTunes, I'd be completely focused on one point, waiting and dreaming. Where some would label that a distraction, either ordering it silenced or silencing it themselves... *just shakes her head* No, this one... this one's possessed, and insists on at whim grabbing songs not even on my chosen playlist and cueing them up to hammer points home even as the words appear in front of me.

Certain songs seem to be repeating. Journey has come up a couple times, along with Blue Pearl, Lords of Acid, Big Pig, Helloween, and (though some may think it odd) a handful of W.A.S.P. tunes. Not all of their work is ragged rage...

There's a flame, flame in my heart
And there's no rain, can put it out
And there's a flame, it's burning in my heart
And there's no rain, ooh can put it out
So just hold me, hold me, hold me

Take away the pain, inside my soul
And I'm afraid, so all alone
Take away the pain, that's burning in my soul
Cause I'm afraid that I'll be all alone
So just hold me, hold me, hold me

Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me
Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me
And oh no, don't let me go cause all I am
You hold in your hands, and hold me
And I'll make it through the night
And I'll be alright, hold on, hold on to my heart

Hold On To My Heart
W.A.S.P. - Blackie Lawless

*blink* I.. don't know how long this has sat here... too ... don't care. warm. just ... want to stay,,, buttonpushthebuttondistractiongowayhomesafewarmnodistractionsjustbeh5 y-qhy5

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It's a vicious lie, I tell you. It's a conspiracy! Someone's got this freakin huge spotlight aimed at my neighborhood, trying to convince me that the sun's up. And they tinkered with my clocks, too, the rat bastiches. Nope. It's NOT today, it's still yesterday.

And that's my story, and I'm sticking to it.

So in the meantime, I'm still up... and still coherent. Which is a considerable improvement over the last post; whatever possessed me to try and post from the pearlescent heights of subspace may never be revealed to me. But there might be folks who'll understand or be amused by it, so I'll let it ride. It's an accurate reflection of one facet of me...

... and I really was NOT kidding about the possessed nature of iTunes and playlists. I just got tossed from the track listed as my current music to As The World Burns from Bolt Thrower into Lakme... which many Americans would recognize as the dreamy demi-operatic music from an old British Airways commercial (dunno if it got play outside the US).... *jawdrops* and now it's bagpipe music. None of these tracks are on the playlist I selected.

Ah well. I'm finally starting to wind down a bit, and the sleepies are piling in on me. And I really need to try an not think too much in this state, else I come up with another lame idea. What? Heh. Character idea. Delusional. Thinks she's a vampire. But she's a bovine, which're herbivores,... meaning no fangs, in spite of her protests. Lives of catsup.

Yes, I've lost my mind. But I get the giggles every time I think about it...

Yeah, I think I'm going to go crash now. :p