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[cabbitzilla]

A lull, and a moment to make my thoughts somewhat composed. I'm not sure I could pull myself out of headspace right now if I had to... and that doesn't bother me in the slightest. So very warm. *smiles dreamily* 's difficult to try and think progressively when my mind has been put firmly into accept and react mode.

Were it not for the possessed playlist in iTunes, I'd be completely focused on one point, waiting and dreaming. Where some would label that a distraction, either ordering it silenced or silencing it themselves... *just shakes her head* No, this one... this one's possessed, and insists on at whim grabbing songs not even on my chosen playlist and cueing them up to hammer points home even as the words appear in front of me.

Certain songs seem to be repeating. Journey has come up a couple times, along with Blue Pearl, Lords of Acid, Big Pig, Helloween, and (though some may think it odd) a handful of W.A.S.P. tunes. Not all of their work is ragged rage...

There's a flame, flame in my heart
And there's no rain, can put it out
And there's a flame, it's burning in my heart
And there's no rain, ooh can put it out
So just hold me, hold me, hold me

Take away the pain, inside my soul
And I'm afraid, so all alone
Take away the pain, that's burning in my soul
Cause I'm afraid that I'll be all alone
So just hold me, hold me, hold me

Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me
Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me
And oh no, don't let me go cause all I am
You hold in your hands, and hold me
And I'll make it through the night
And I'll be alright, hold on, hold on to my heart

Hold On To My Heart
W.A.S.P. - Blackie Lawless

*blink* I.. don't know how long this has sat here... too ... don't care. warm. just ... want to stay,,, buttonpushthebuttondistractiongowayhomesafewarmnodistractionsjustbeh5 y-qhy5