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*sigh*
Insomnia kinda sucks. Particularly when I -was- asleep until I was woken up. :( I talk in my sleep... conversational talking. If I'm at just the right point between totally awake and totally asleep, it's possible to carry on a complete, coherent conversation with me. But when I'm all the way under, all that comes out is my side of the conversation, and it usually echoes a dream-in-progress. And this one was a -wonderful- dream... and I've been unable to get back to sleep since Megan woke me out of it.

Nothing like sitting and crying, because you realize it really -was- a dream.

*meef* Owyn? Our first child was a beautiful, healthy baby boy... 9 pounds, 4 ounces... big blue eyes, and an incredible set of lungs. And his father's lovely face. The doctors were pleased both with the health of the babe and with the pregnancy/birthing, and had finally given a full green light to future pregnancies. I was nursing the wee lad... and talking quietly with you... and then I was being woken up and told I was too loud.

With as little sleep as I get, I really wanted to thump her for that. When combined with what I was woken from... well, I opted to go toast a bagel instead of decking her. Maybe I'll start sleeping on the sofa.

Of course, as I get the laundry under control, I'll be able to move the desks (and the computers on them) out into the spot currently occupied by the LaundryMountain(tm)... and the comfy sofa will come into this room, with the Playstation, VCR, new DVD player ( my aunt insisted on buying me a dvd player tonight... and flat -refused- to buy groceries instead of it. Some people just frighten me...), and the older game consoles (Nintendo, Super Nintendo, Genesis w/ 32x). And then I can just start crashing in here.

I want to go back to my dream... please...

*sad hugs*
~Ellie-chan

Oooooh...

(Before I forget... nightambre... go look at this before the pic changes...)

While wriggling in the crushing grasp of insomnia last night, I went 'window shopping' on the web. A good many of you know -all- about my fixation with dresses from Pare Ideal, and with other fashion styles even less well suited to my amazon-like frame... but I think only a few of you know about one of my other passions.

SHOES!

From Payless Shoe Source comes a pair of -lovely- entries: This Pair and This Pair!

They're both relatively inexpensive, charming... and out of my price range. Go figure. *briefly ponders begging, then laughs it off* Still, it's fun to look. Shopping's FUN! And yes, nightambre, I was -very- serious about getting together for a shopping binge ACK! I mean trip! *purrs* Just be warned that I could show p as almost anything; most of it depends on how my feet/legs are cooperating.

Okie, I'm gona go take a nap now. I've wedding to attend at 7pm tonight (sigh, no RP for Ellie this evening....).

*hugs and cuddles... and a big loving smooch for MY dolly (yes, R, that's you!)*
~Ellie-chan

While I think about it...

I've had several people ask me what kind of 'stuff' I like... so I'll include links to my Catalog City Wish List and to my Amazon Wish List. The first is predominantly clothing, entirely female (duh!), and rather short. I seem to be quite picky. The second is books, music, and some other assorted stuff... and is in the process of being edited and condensed.

Neither list completely encompasses 'me', but it should help with the curiousity some are having.

*hugs*
~Ellie-chan