There are ways of making it better, hon. We just have to get you settled with money and location before we can work on those. I've been doing the occasional research on things...
I'm tired of trying to 'be strong' and not whine about it all.
Everyone is allowed to whine occasionally, dear. And this is YOUR journal, you can whine in it all you want and no one will judge you. If they do, they can just not read any more. As for me, I think you could stand to do a little more sharing with your friends. Some of us are too far away to do much, but we CAN listen for goodness sakes.
I'm tired of having old friends look at me as a lazy bum.
Screw 'em. If they don't pay attention or bother to find out just what it is you're dealing with, then they obviously don't qualify as friends. You're not a lazy bum.
I'm tired of talking to former coworkers, and getting that 'you look pathetic' look from them.
I'm sure they're not doing it on purpose, hon. It's always a shock to see someone who has been fighting a long-term illness if you haven't seen them for a while. Be patient. *HUG*
I'm tired of being trapped in a 'can't move' situation at home.
Well, you CAN move, but it would mean making some decisions that you've been reluctant to make so far.
I'm tired of being told by my housemate how much -she- hurts and how tired -she- is, when I /rarely/ make mention of my own situation.
Tell her that. Repeatedly. I love her but she needs to effing grow up.
I'm tired of being bound by my own honor to a no-win situation.
Then let it go. You know my opinion on it. You've heard it repeatedly. Honor only goes so far. You've done more than enough...cut your losses and get out.
*HUG*
Love you very much, hate to see you hurting so much. *sigh*
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*hugs*
Date: 2002-10-12 01:56 pm (UTC)I understand completely, love...really I do.
I'm tired of knowing it won't get any better.
There are ways of making it better, hon. We just have to get you settled with money and location before we can work on those. I've been doing the occasional research on things...
I'm tired of trying to 'be strong' and not whine about it all.
Everyone is allowed to whine occasionally, dear. And this is YOUR journal, you can whine in it all you want and no one will judge you. If they do, they can just not read any more. As for me, I think you could stand to do a little more sharing with your friends. Some of us are too far away to do much, but we CAN listen for goodness sakes.
I'm tired of having old friends look at me as a lazy bum.
Screw 'em. If they don't pay attention or bother to find out just what it is you're dealing with, then they obviously don't qualify as friends. You're not a lazy bum.
I'm tired of talking to former coworkers, and getting that 'you look pathetic' look from them.
I'm sure they're not doing it on purpose, hon. It's always a shock to see someone who has been fighting a long-term illness if you haven't seen them for a while. Be patient. *HUG*
I'm tired of being trapped in a 'can't move' situation at home.
Well, you CAN move, but it would mean making some decisions that you've been reluctant to make so far.
I'm tired of being told by my housemate how much -she- hurts and how tired -she- is, when I /rarely/ make mention of my own situation.
Tell her that. Repeatedly. I love her but she needs to effing grow up.
I'm tired of being bound by my own honor to a no-win situation.
Then let it go. You know my opinion on it. You've heard it repeatedly. Honor only goes so far. You've done more than enough...cut your losses and get out.
*HUG*
Love you very much, hate to see you hurting so much. *sigh*