Restless last night, with little actual sleep. Not sure what triggered it, but the nightmares that've plagued me lately were in high gear; a good bit of the night was spent huddled against the wall. Fogged and exhausted, I curled up a bit ago to catch up on the threads I follow on Gaia that I follow, only to have Gaia crash and burn, giving me this error:
*sighs, and checks again* Still dead. Maybe I'll go back to bed.. maybe I can actually get some sleep in the safety of the day. *shrugs* I'm worn and weary, but there's enough fear there that I'm not sure I'm sleepy, really. I've hit one of those points where nothing really matters at all, I think. Erf.
*checks to make sure she's taken her meds and nods* I should start getting some sort of effect from the Lamictal in another week or so; maybe that'll help. This will probably just end up being a 'bleah!' kind of day, but at least there's been no full out panic attacks. They tend to cause just a little disruption in my day, you know? At any rate, maybe I can bag a nap... that's what I'm going to aim for. Worst case will put me back online in about 20 mins, frustrated and fretful.
Merf. Gaia's still down. Okie, 's naptime.
*snugs*
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*sighs, and checks again* Still dead. Maybe I'll go back to bed.. maybe I can actually get some sleep in the safety of the day. *shrugs* I'm worn and weary, but there's enough fear there that I'm not sure I'm sleepy, really. I've hit one of those points where nothing really matters at all, I think. Erf.
*checks to make sure she's taken her meds and nods* I should start getting some sort of effect from the Lamictal in another week or so; maybe that'll help. This will probably just end up being a 'bleah!' kind of day, but at least there's been no full out panic attacks. They tend to cause just a little disruption in my day, you know? At any rate, maybe I can bag a nap... that's what I'm going to aim for. Worst case will put me back online in about 20 mins, frustrated and fretful.
Merf. Gaia's still down. Okie, 's naptime.
*snugs*
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Date: 2004-04-19 10:33 pm (UTC)