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cabbitzillaIntake Session. 40 more minutes, and I get to go through it all again To try and be coherent and explain again everything that's going on... in under15 minutes and over top of any secondary questions and interruptions...
Most of my friends would guess that I'm a social person... one of those that 'does well' in group situations... they couldn't be more wrong.
People terrify me.
Even the ones that I know. Even the ones that I love. I... every moment is spent wondering if -this- is the moment they'll turn on me like all the others.... if -this- is the moment that they tell me I'm worthless and cast me aside.
It's not paranoia when there's a documentable history of such.
I... have to go.
Most of my friends would guess that I'm a social person... one of those that 'does well' in group situations... they couldn't be more wrong.
People terrify me.
Even the ones that I know. Even the ones that I love. I... every moment is spent wondering if -this- is the moment they'll turn on me like all the others.... if -this- is the moment that they tell me I'm worthless and cast me aside.
It's not paranoia when there's a documentable history of such.
I... have to go.
