I've said it before, and I will continue saying it until you finally allow yourself to start believing me, luv, and then I'll say it some more. You need to do this. You need to open up and share of yourself with people who WILL NOT BLAST YOU. *HUG* As Wibbble said, anyone who dares do so will face /me/ at my worst, and you know that, while I've been working on modifying the more acidic parts of my nature, if I NEED to, I can be devastating. And I will be if I have to protect you.
Shado will probably just hunt them down and beat them into a bloody pulp. Sometimes he's more direct than I am. *smirk*
You are safe with us. We love you. Any hurt that we've ever done you has always ALWAYS been unintentional, and as soon as it was discovered ..I would like to think...has been desperately apologized for. There is a haven for you in our hearts and a shelter for you in our arms, and that will never change no matter what you share in conversation or these posts.
We both love you very much.
I'll keep repeating it and repeating it and repeating it. You're one of the few in my life who has seen almost all of me, parts that I rarely share with anyone...why would I do any less in return for you? You're my sister, luv...and you always will be.
As for the rest of the world, outside the comfort and shelter of our friends, well...who cares? We don't need the rest of the world, at least not the parts that are petty and bitter and close-minded. There's a home waiting for you, whenever you want it...whenever you start to let yourself believe that you deserve it...because you DO deserve it, you know. You deserve joy, you deserve happiness, you deserve to have a life that you don't face with dread but instead with eagerness.
If that means finding you a household, then you've got some steps you've got to take before that can happen. You know it as well as I do. You have our love, you have our support, but you're the only one who can take the next step. We can't force you into it. I can prod and push and whack you with all the Clue-by-Fours in the world, but only you can actually move the next inch, or the next foot, or the next yard. We're here to steady you as you go...if you let us. These posts are a good start *HUG*.
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timeasmymeasure
Stop apologizing
Date: 2002-10-16 07:34 am (UTC)Shado will probably just hunt them down and beat them into a bloody pulp. Sometimes he's more direct than I am. *smirk*
You are safe with us. We love you. Any hurt that we've ever done you has always ALWAYS been unintentional, and as soon as it was discovered ..I would like to think...has been desperately apologized for. There is a haven for you in our hearts and a shelter for you in our arms, and that will never change no matter what you share in conversation or these posts.
We both love you very much.
I'll keep repeating it and repeating it and repeating it. You're one of the few in my life who has seen almost all of me, parts that I rarely share with anyone...why would I do any less in return for you? You're my sister, luv...and you always will be.
As for the rest of the world, outside the comfort and shelter of our friends, well...who cares? We don't need the rest of the world, at least not the parts that are petty and bitter and close-minded. There's a home waiting for you, whenever you want it...whenever you start to let yourself believe that you deserve it...because you DO deserve it, you know. You deserve joy, you deserve happiness, you deserve to have a life that you don't face with dread but instead with eagerness.
If that means finding you a household, then you've got some steps you've got to take before that can happen. You know it as well as I do. You have our love, you have our support, but you're the only one who can take the next step. We can't force you into it. I can prod and push and whack you with all the Clue-by-Fours in the world, but only you can actually move the next inch, or the next foot, or the next yard. We're here to steady you as you go...if you let us. These posts are a good start *HUG*.
You are safe with us.
You are loved by us.
I love you VERY much.