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[cabbitzilla]

I've done a lot
God knows I've tried
to find the truth.
I've even lied.
but all I know
is down inside
I'm bleeding.

A cybercuddle to the first to name the source and title WITHOUT doing a websearch for it.

It's appropriate for the day, as I've spent most of it parked in a chair trying to recover from yesterday's exertions and the hour of tossing up and dry heaves that followed it once. The plans for more packing today got completely shelved; while I'm a bit more mobile -now-, it's taken me almost 12 hours or on and off catnaps to get to a point where my hips and back weren't audibly creaking.

I have no fisking idea how we're going to get the sleeper sofa up the stairwell. Last night's dreams were plagued with the horrors of getting a 120+ pound sectional sleeper sofa up a stairwell that's only five or so feet wide and doubles back on itself... and the one that woke me up ended with having to call the fire department to come and cut the damned thing out of where it'd gotten wedged.

I woke to the sound of a chainsaw and nearly wet myself when it followed me OUT of my dream into the madnes that's called real life. Of all the days to pick, TODAY the neighbor decided to start 'trimming' trees in his yard.

My normal de-stress diversion would seem to be unavailable for the moment. *sigh* For the moment, I'm just sorta... sitting here. *shrugs*

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[antirealitygirl.livejournal.com]

I love that song. Used to have the lyrics on my wall. Just another piece of the giant collage puzzle. I tore everything down a few months ago tho. Oops. ;)