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And from the devastating, we drop back into 'highly annoying'.

( It arrived )

*sigh* The expression 'couldn't catch a break if my life depended on it' comes to mind. *shakes her head* In the midst of it all, I find myself in tears again. Megan apparently called my therapist while I was out in Annapolis for my monthly visit to the rheumatologist; I spent nearly two hours on the phone with her trying to explain what I'd lost... and why it meant so much. I just don't think she's wired to understand. I know I'm loved... several folks made a point of reinforcing that knowledge last night... but the feeling of isolation is... very strong. I... *sigh* There's no way to wrap words around this. I'm sorry. I'll hush and quit whining.

Postscript..
*pokes at Lux* Someday I'll be able to register it. *sigh* Well, off to play the handful of maps it'll let me use.