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love
your hate
your
faith lost
you
are now
one
of us

Two hours of sleep, followed by an hour with an attorney going over the exact state of our finances; between Megan and I, we actually managed to remember -everything-. House, back utilities, credit cards, hospital bills, and the 'not documented by a banking institution but still valid' debts I owe to the folks who're (in all honesty) my friends and Megan's acquaintances. And in the process, I discovered something that the vicious bitch in me found quite interesting, and a few other tidbits:

• The only debt I share with Megan is the house
• I consider the loans from friends to be -my- responsibility; they were given to -me-, to try and save my home. Regardless of where the bankruptcy ponderings lead, those debts will be repaid. It'll take me a while, but I will make goon on them
• My fears of HRT/SRS being obliterated by bankruptcy are not valid.
• I need more fscking sleep. I'm not 19 anymore, and my body simply cannot take this kind of pounding anymore

There. A nap fixes good bits of it, though I'm on my way back. Simply too tired. There's a lot to think about... but the siren song is calling me again. *kiss*