I want.... Gods, I'm in need. It's been hitting me on and off for about three months now, getting stronger and more frequent as time passes. While I'm -thrilled- that my libido isn't dead after all, it... creates difficulties. I know who I am, but... things don't match up. But what I need... And I /can't/... I don't want to risk losing my One, just because I'm impatient. *bangs her head on the desk*. It's going to be a long two years, I think.