Breaking Radio Silence
Nov. 7th, 2007 03:13 pmMagic Gamer's Castle
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So shoot me for starting with a quiz... be nice or I'll drop your cranky arse in my moat.
Social Security wants to 'review my case'... the receipt of this particular piece of mail triggered the most spectacular mood crash in years. Bad enough that I found I had a pyramid of drinking glasses in the middle of my kitchen floor surrounded by little 'Keep Out!' signs on pink sticky notes... at the very center of which was my Ryo-Ohki keychain. A cabbit in a house of glass. Nothing like sending messages to myself, is there. They all went into the dishwasher this morning as I tried to clean up the wreckage. Two picture frames were found smashed, both of them empty. Randomness, there. My truck key and coinpouch were in the freezer, my tennis shoes in the crisper, and two pairs of socks in the butter compartment in the fridge. I seem to have this recurring refrigerator thing going on.
... I'm left with a brutal 'what if'... if my disability benefits vanish, then the entire house of cards crashes to the ground. I don't make enough from my job to even pay my rent, much less the other bills.
I have no answers. I'm looking at having the rug pulled out from under me with this. From a practical viewpoint, this is simply a bureaucratic review and nothing will happen... but the possibility of disaster feels very, very real.