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Jan. 31st, 2005 08:47 am...
Sleep isn't coming. Sat here all night, waiting for the meds to kick. About an hour ago, I thought they finally had... but upon laying down I was promptly wide awake again. Turned over, pulled a pillow over my head, and desperately tried to shut down.
After an hour, here I am again. So I'll charge forward through the day and see how far I get before collapsing. Driving isn't a concern; there's ice on the lot and snow on the Explorer... I don't care -HOW- badly I need a smoke, I don't need it that damned bad. Neatened up a bit earlier, so... well, back into a game for me. Maybe if I find something repetitive enough it'll put me out...
Sleep isn't coming. Sat here all night, waiting for the meds to kick. About an hour ago, I thought they finally had... but upon laying down I was promptly wide awake again. Turned over, pulled a pillow over my head, and desperately tried to shut down.
After an hour, here I am again. So I'll charge forward through the day and see how far I get before collapsing. Driving isn't a concern; there's ice on the lot and snow on the Explorer... I don't care -HOW- badly I need a smoke, I don't need it that damned bad. Neatened up a bit earlier, so... well, back into a game for me. Maybe if I find something repetitive enough it'll put me out...
