Dec. 17th, 2000

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*yawn* Well, all the chems that the docs have me on to keep me going are in this morning. So many silly little pill bottles. Here's to hoping that I can trim some of those away as I go. But it looks like a decent enough morning.

*purr* My darling's online already. Such a marvelous man. Hee! Maybe someday he'll actually understand how much I treasure him. I... it is a wonderful thing to be loved... to -know- that someone is there that will try to catch you if you stumble.

Storming outside, still. All night long... I'm worried about how much collateral damage there is outside, but it's still darkish.

Ah, there's Rowan! Oh yay! She got her present from my beloved as well. There will be a Tea today! *bouncebouncebounce*

MMmmmm.... morning chitchat. I love starting a day off like this... if only Rowan'd believe how magical she truly is, and how much of a role model she is to me. But then she'd likely freak a bit is she knew how adored she was, so maybe it's just as well. She's a marvelous blend of innocence and angst... and one of the most talented storyweavers I know. Her and my darling both... and when you combine the two you get truly amazing results. I hope to get my writing up into that class someday.

Left wrist and knee seem to be the incredibly raw points this morning, shining out from the dull throb that is my bod.. Odd that the left side seems to be so terribly hit. Overall, things are... about normal for a rainy winter day. Heh. And as long as I don't move or breathe, then it only feels like I've been hit by a city bus, and not run down by a train. :p

*grin* Kinda hard to be bummed with these two to talk to... is it any wonder that I look forward to my Sunday mornings? Magic happens, even if it is only these two.

OH! I get to open the present from my darling! Ohohohohoh! *reaches for the box*

Oh my. Oh, she's beautiful! Gods, I wish that gorgeous man were here... he'd be getting -so- pounced! I haven't had a porcelain doll in... nearly a decade..... Not since my collection was smashed. And here I am crying like a babe. Oh,she's so beautiful! Oh, Bright Lady, it -hurts-. I want to be whole, and be with him... There must be a way to hurry the process along!

I'm going to vanish back into Tea for a bit. I just realized this was still sitting here, waiting to be submitted.

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Dec. 17th, 2000 10:48 am
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My darling's birthday is January 17, 1963 ... must find a good gift....
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It's really not been a bad day, overall. Honest. I mean it. Hey, why are you looking at me like that?

:p

Okay, so it's that time of the month. The screaming and crying only lasted a couple of hours, and things are better now. Though... I can't quite shake the feeling that... something is up with Megan. Just... oddness. I worry about her... I don't intend to move forward any further until I know she's resettled and happy, in spite of her determination to press on.

But OOH! Not only did my darling man get me a lovely porcelain doll, but Megan popped out and bought the Princess Bride Barbie for me. *giggle* Dolls and stuffed lovies everywhere! Wooohooo!

So, I'm going to nip off and take my nightly pile of pills... and then go make like Cyrix' stock index and crash... *blows a kiss*

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