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[cabbitzilla]

Okay, I don't know how long I'll be online tonight... we're getting hit with one hell of a storm, and it's only a matter of time before some non-drivin-SOB hits a power pole and flings the neighborhood into darkness. I've already had to close most of the windows here. Power's not flickered yet, but ... this is Maryland, where a single snowflake can cause multi-car pileups.

Idiots. *ducks* Damnation, that was a big one. Like someone just strobed the entire neighborhood. Was blind for a sec... I'd been looking out the window. o.o

Anyway, I'm hoping things stay stable. There're folks that might need an ear...

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[rynchan.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry I haven't gotten in touch with you sooner...I hate when I get like this...it's like being paralysed and not able to find the right words to say what I need to say. Ever since I left your car on that day in August last year I've missed you. I've missed the time we spent, the things we did and the things we shared. It was one of the best weekends of my life. It made me more certain than ever I need to leave my house and the harmful environment that it contains. It takes on a new meaning now that I've been living with this stupid IC, and that now that I'm on my dad's insurance, it may mean I need to live here to maintain coverage.

I can't say I know what you go through when your patches don't work, since I've never been on medications that powerful; or when you have arguments with Megan, since I've never been in a relationship at all; I do want you to know that I care about you deeply still and will try to be there for you the best way I can (which, unfortunately, there often isn't much I feel I can really do), and hope the sun will shine on you again, and soon!

I think about you at least once every day, and continually regret my communication paralysis that often seems to get worse with time. I'm glad I was able to articulate my feelings in some way, but all I want to do when I read your posts is just wrap my arms around you and give you a big hug!

Until I can make that a reality, these will have to do. ^^;;

*hugs tight*
Rynnie